Blahgity

So, I got approved for my food stamps.. been a long long time comin. I know to all of those who are against asking for help or think it's wrong people get help... I work 2 jobs, and still barely make enough to put gas in my tank. So I'm gonna apply for food stamps cause I pay into taxes like everyone else and at least it's going to good use.

So walmart is starting to make me go insane, I don't know how long I want to stay there.. who knows. I have my nursing assistants license maybe I should put it to good use ...ha ha ha. I know wiping behinds for money doesn't sound appealing but if it means only 1 job, I'm gonna wipe butts with a smile :)

Talked to my big Sisser tonight! woot woot.! I am proud of my brother-in-law he gets to preach at a church while their pastor is away.. so like I told my big sisser... he's gonna be the big man on campus.

I need to take a new pic of myself its been awhile.. think I might do that now and post...

Yay new picture.. in my room with my pizza hut uniform on.. cause I'm a pimp lol NOT!

Anyways... Can't Wait for mah next day off.... I'm gonna sleep in! Word G.

The Begining

Okay so I figure i will use this as something to help. I have ADHD and it is severely taking over me. I work two jobs and have a 18 month old son Riley. So other than yacking my sister's ear off I figured I'd start a blog. I know blogs are overrated but it's more therapy than anything. I will hop from subject to subject and talk about useless nonsense but trust me it is to benefit me, the writer and to entertain you, the reader.

So far as of today 7-4-09, I worked both jobs. I walkin today and my boss starts blah zey blahing about crap I don't care about anymore. I used to take alot of pride in my work and work my ass off to keep everyone every where I went happy. I realize now it's all been a waste. People say to keep working to move to the top and it's all a sham people kiss ass and fuck each other to get to the top. And I'm not the type to do it. I work honestly and didligently to have a minimum wage life for the minimum wage jobs I work. And I don't ever wanna hear someone say "oh, why don't you find a better job?" WHY? because there aren't any that's why so yeah I have the right to complain how I work hard to get nowhere in life because the economy sucked me dry.

I wish I could go to the beach just as the sun is setting and stare at the ocean in silence, but I work 7 days a week to provide for my son so little simplicities have been all but erased....

I bought a dress today, it didn't fit, I have to return it, and no, I do not want your crappy Khol's card sir!

I have to open up the store in 6 and a half hours and I can't fall asleep... hmm... my ex husband wrote me today... I doubt I am going to write him back.